In life, everyone makes mistake, did we this time? a big mistake.
just when we thought everything was doing fine, the cold war broke out...
i just needed more attention from you. i need to be given priority,
some people put their boyfriend above all, some people take them for granted,apparently for my case is the latter
i admit my temper isnt as good as your ex bf, or any other guys you know. You knew what kind of person i am and you claim to love me for who i am, i beg to differ , that not what you wanted.
i know you are going thru shit. same goes for me .
you can switch off your phone , dont answer calls , dont reply. and only after a few hours you come back asking if we could talk. seriously what is this.
i dont do that.
nobody loves to wait. me too i dont.. but dont you feel alittle guilty that your bf has to be the one waiting for you all the time?. i am cool with that.
i am always late, when meeting my friends. work. every single shit. but when it comes to meeting you, i would always rush..i cant wait to see you.
but but but... it seems to me that you are just not keen.
i quit playing hoping to settle down with you but this is what i get. i just feel like giving up at times. knowing the fact that i love you. i held on.
you have your friends, losing your bf is nothing great. cos you once told me. friends will always be there for you, but not bf.
i am starting to doubt everything that you told me. about loving me. wanting to stay with me. supporting me, going thru shit together,
but it seems like i am the one going thru shit and you enjoying your life.
what happen to all the sweet moments?
tell me, am i too demanding? paranoid? or what.
there you are online. you know i am . but you just pretend i am not there.
if you are better off alone. i will grant your wish .
