i dont have the courage to apologise in person.
Sorry Mum, sorry 3rd aunt , sorry 5th aunt.
i know you people dote on me. care for me.but i hate naggings. i felt guilty making nasty remarks, shouted, being rude, making you people cry.i admit , i've got a foul temper, i've the " i dont care who the fuck you are" attitude , but thats me. maybe its just me,the problem lies with me.
i know i should have kept quiet, somehow i just cant, forgive me for being reckless ,forgive me for being harsh.
Its been long since i last cried,swollen eyes.for a moment i thought i was going to die. i went out of the house. Hop on and i speed, from the way i ride i could have cause accidents.

thanks for being there.