first of all.
a happy birthday to 2 of my buddy.
one is my dearest,sweetest,hottest nicole baby aka bff.
next up. is a new mum- wei ting.
both 21.
when can i be 21?


life's fucked.
no one else can have such life as mine.
quarrel with that asshole as usual.
freaking pissed.
what a useless father. fucker. without him there wont be me . but so what.
made a comment on him as a useless dad then he went ranting to my mum.
thats one thing i cant stand. he dare not even talk to me in the face.
upon hearing that i totally boiled.

he told me "respect"
i said" respect you gotta to earn it. so what if you are my dad, fuck you. i got no father.
fucking loser. one more thing. i wont be attending your funeral".
and i headed to ecp alone.

spent the whole afternoon there.

close friends know that i hate him
i feel bad putting my mum in a difficult position.
sorry.

i dont feeling like ORDing.
one of the reason - i dont like to be home
facing some fucker.

i envy those with happy family.

super down today.
will i face the same fate?


i dont like to hear "after all he is your dad ". blah blah blah..

My dad is a perfect example. role model.
for being useless and looked down by his own son.
what a perfect loser . this is for you _l_


where were you when i was feeling down.
ans - MB

you've walked out. you found the key to unlock me.