its been quite sometime since i last wrote a long entry.


seriously i cant really tell hows life have been for me so far,can be counted as good,can be bad, can be normal too.

time flies. a quarter of 2009 gone.

what are my goals?
what i wanna achieve?
ord getting nearer with each passing day.
should i be happy or should i worry
what am i going to do after that
its still a big question mark in me??????



the addiction- gambling
well well i have been gambling alot
and that not a good sign at all.
let me quit soon please.

on the other hand. i manage to stop smoking already.


the changed sebastian.hasn't change at all.
and he just realise that.
maybe he is still that player?
someone always not serious in relationship?

9 in 10 men astray. the one who doesnt-GAY
.
to her,sorry for what i had done.-i am not looking into any relationship. sorry

feels good to be home for the past few days.
kinda long weekend for me.
booking in at night
feels good dining with mum.
devouring her cooking
beats the food in camp 1000xxx

lastly pearlyn.
i am sure you can get over it.