but i no one to talk to.
not even friends or family
no one is there to listen to me
it used to be her.
and now its just my blog
i get so envy whenever i see other couple
hugging each other. holding hands.
how i wish she can be by my side.
she taught me so much.
she cares for me
she loves me
she was always there for me
right now
everytime i see the picture we had taken together
my tears will roll.
going thru the pictures in my handphone
really hurts me
thats just not me
i hate myself so much
baby i am sorry.
i shouldnt have said those words.
i could and i would have give you a tight hug on that day
and hold you tight
not wanting to let you go.
not even for a sec
i should have place myself in your shoe.
i am really happy to have her for the past 9 months.
and i really wish to have her in my arms back again
i am really glad to have her with me
there is chinese saying
bu zai hu tian chang di jiu. zi zai hu cheng jing yong you
i wish that my kisses could ease the loneliness in you
my hug could mend the hurt
my words will bring you back to me
i feel so lonely..
nothing could bring you back to me
but only yourself.
if she have found someone else.
she have my blessing.
take good care. hope thats the right person for her
hope that he will treasure her
i wont allow anyone to hurt vivian
so dont let me find out
i used to be here for her.
but now i needed her instead
these rings.it will always be with me
one on my finger
another awaiting
she will always be my love.
vivian hon peixian
i love you
my love
your one and only pimple boy
