my blog is going to die. so am i
grrrh

this a pic that we took the last time i was at dxo..
haha
anyway one sad news for me and others
i am not schooling anymore
what the fuck have i been doing..
you know how hurt am i now?
i let my MUM down man
my friends has been encouraging me to study
but i didnt take their advice
all i did was just fool around
hanging out.not working nor schooling
am i useless or what?
hais... what with all this life man
what should i do? wasted freaking 2 years in my poly. hais

freaking loser.time for me to wake up..
but i know its all too late..
too late for everything
feeling so lost
what should i know
so many mistakes done.
lost the one that i once love so much
got kick out of school
useless bum
even now. ite students are better then me.
i really need someone there for me.
but where is the someone
i didnt treasure whats was given to me
education
girl
friends
family
i just took everything for granted
haix. in the end who suffers..
its me
SEBASTIAN YONG E-LOONG.
fuck it.. i am done.. that the end
FUCK
i am not okie.. seriously i am not OKIE
