dont know why. i cant sleep
its like 5 11 am

listening to tui hou
will the story end like this?
because of a broken promise
and regetting in the end

wo yi jing bian le.
dan zai ye lai bu ji le

somthing liddat if i remember correctly

yup.i had choosen to let go
come up with so many way just to make you hate me.
give up on me
but why are you still like this.
my heart hurts

i am fucking contridicting myself.
i really dontknow what i want

i know it will be super unfair to you
because i will go doing the stuff i like

i chooose not to know
i choose not to care.

but. do you know how much i wanted to hug you
and hold your hand.

you cried bitterly. i know
i just wished that i could lend you my shoulder
and let you lean on

i want to see you do well
trust me.
without me
you will be better

there is something what i wanted to tell you
and shall be the last time i sayit bah..

ong shu xian.. i love you
from sebastian yong e-loong