how i wish i can type out how i feel.
but i just feel so fucked up.
i gave you the promise
to walk with you no matter what
to dote on you
to love you
pamper you

right now.i did not even do that
i dont know really
you are a nice girl a very nice girl that i know from the start
i was a bad guy
you didnt give up on me
no matter what.
you knew about my past
you forgave me like no others
and gave me the chance to change
i said i needed time.
but i took too long.
you waited and waited
you felt less care and love from me
you began to feel left out.
i am so sorry.
i couldnt bear to hurt that little fragil heart of yours
you let me go
gave me freedom
gave me the thing i wanted
because you wanted me to be by your side
but inside. i know you dont like it but you have to do it
doing all these for me just because you love me
thanks for everything my dear
thanks for everything my gerll
boiie love you
how much you wanted him to change
how much you wanted him to be with you
how much you longed that he will be by your side forever
you knew ,you thought he could be the one to be with you
forever

you accepted him
you protected him
you gave him hope
you gave him a new life
he owe it to you

i just want to tell you a very simple word
just 3 words

i love you
holding on.
never giving up
thats the last thing you wanted to do
i can feel the hurt in you
i can feel that you are lonely recently
and how much you wanted to see me and hold my hand
thanks.i feel so loved .
the care and concern
that i didnt learn to treasure
all i want is you to be happy.
all i want is you be be safe and sound
all i want is you to be stronger
and all i want is you