what went wrong in my life
everything appeared so nice
on the outside.

what about the inside.who can really understand me
sometimes i really hated myself.
just feeling like giving up
just lucky that there are many people
that still care for me.
no.1 will be my gerll.

what kind of guy am i?
sweet ?
caring?
loving?
cute?
or
heartless?
bastard?

my heart is getting weaker and weaker
it aches easily
not as strong as the past
tear easily.

actually i See people being happy without me
i am serious.
she is doing fine now.

i realised when people are with me. they are not as happy
as when they are free.
this explains i am lousy person
maybe thats my past. but no matter what i am still
seb be it old or new.
i want to change
to be better. everyone does
but is there a chance?
well for me. there is
my gerll is willing to give me that chance
i am gonna treasure it..

haix.being a player for too long
now everything is so different
when it comes to true love.
i must learn to grow up
to be a better self.i need support from you
my confidence is getting low
morale low
self esteem low
i want to regain back..

gerll
so sorry about that
i didnt mean to keep it from you
i dont intend to
really
dont give up on me
i want to hold on to you.
my gerll
i promised you that
dont worry
love you gerll