right now... this very moment i am not
feeling good at all..

just just just what she wants from me
i am damm hurt now ok... fuck it...
i dont like this feeling.. i will never like it
i am going to tear anytime..
i dont want her to see it..
i am just so hurt..
what can i do?

can someone please enlighten me?
2 weeks of relationship..
all the shit is happening.
who wants it..
PMS.. everyday..
please dont do this to me..
i cant take it ok..
i will just... burst someday..
i am really tired... very tired..
i need a break... a break a nice one
and one that i could forget about all
my worries all my sad memories
... and one that i can think for myself..
to improve myself..
just that i am never good enough,,
i should just leave bah...
nuff say... i shall cry my whole heart out..