dying soon.
Also no one care.. Girlfriend want to wash
her hands off me.what to do?
i am not worthy to be love and control.
its only one week ok.
having so much Problems
i am RANTING...
ya la. i am not as nice as her EX la.fuck it
who cares la.I am
beng,wild,flirt,not serious,only sweet talk
Whatever.....
since he is so so so guai.. go to him la...
i am wondering and doing soul-searching
do i really look like that type of guy that cant
be trusted and without Security?
why why why.. all people think that way?
even my friends.. FUCK IT..
they just dont know how nice i can be
to my girlfriend... how much i love them.
why the hell would i ask them to be my GF?
just for sex? for fun?
NO NO NO.. cause i love them...
sex can just go ONS lo..
the fact that i love her.. i want her to be my girl.
not just because i want to to show others i got GF
not because i want sex.
not because i want to to jealous
not because i want to quarrel
not becasue i want to cheat on her
not because i want to lie
not because i want to be hurt
not because i want to hurt her.
BUT because i LOVE her.
i care for her.. concern her
but does she even appreciate?
i feel so LOST so hurt...
really... i am PISSED. but what can i do?
ask her to fuck off? NO i wont..
asking my love one to leave me?
what will happen to me.?
can i trust ever trust you again?
please dont avoid it ok.
we got to talk. serious.
tell me what you want from me.
a CHANGE? it takes time ok
ROME wasnt build in a day.
i CAN change in a DAY?
it takes time.
tell me what you dont like about me
OK?
i hate the word.
"fine" "nothing" and "whatever"
let alone vulgarities..
be fair to me please..
dont expect a guy to always
"di shen xia qi" talk to a girl
i can give in.. to a LIMIT
not to mention.your EX.
fuck him hard.pray that he dont piss me
i will do funny shit...TRY ME
why girls can throw temper as and when they like?
not for guys?
what is this world coming to?
isnt it going to be both sexes equal?
i dont want to lose anyone i love ok.
i dont feel good if that happen
i dont want to let it happen.
i am selfish.. i want them to be mine
BE WITH ME..forever........
fuck...
please let me know how you feel about me
at least i die i know how i DIE..
i dont any conflicts anymore.
but that doesnt mean. you can lie
or even keep things from me
dont even do that..
cause i DONT DO THAT...
wo shi zen xin ai ni de
dont doubt my love
